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[Mar. 10th, 2004|12:40 am] |
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| | You'll Be MY Future by: Katalina | ] |
..:school:.. OMG!!!! I just started my LVN program this Monday and already filled with homework stress bwuahahahha... It's all good the faster the better right.
..:BEAUTIFUL THING:.. I am so happy cause my Best Friend called me 10 mins earlier than I was suppose to wake up to get ready for school about 6:50 am to tell me that she just had her Baby girl "Little Miss Jocelyn. Awwwwww I'm so jealous I want one of my own. Now just a matter of finding somedonor with blue eyes, about 6 ft tall, well and doubt, yikes I just described my ex, but someone close to it will do.
........: SO ANY DONOR!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaah :...........
..:American Idol:.. This year is picking up very slow. Don't you think? But for now I have someone in mind who I want to win. But for now, SECRET!!!!
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[Feb. 27th, 2004|12:36 am] |
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| | Who's holding Donna Now? by: El Debbarge | ] |
Hey guys visit me at myspace.com here is my link: http://www.myspace.com/63159.usr
..:ABOUT THE LINK ABOVE:.. hey guys visit me that myspace.com site k.....
<..:talked about movie; The Passion:../b> what do you guys think about it? i think people should just leave it alone and plus everyone is entitle to their opinion but watch the movies first. damn, i still need to check it out myself. i think my friend is gonna take me tomorrow or today hahaah.
..:shout-outs:.. BIGS TO ALL MY AVID COMMENTORS in here.. Kewlpinay, Benson, Ninadaqueena, and Garrette and everyone else.
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[Feb. 9th, 2004|08:05 am] |
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| | There You'll Be by: Faith Hill | ] |
..:greetings:.. I just got up and dang it it's Monday again another dreadful day, hahahah. I gotta head to work for a bit then go home early today.
..:2weekends ago:.. Hmmm this topic still get's to me. It was just Drama, Drama, Drama. It was more with my sister towards me and my cousin Donnette it sucks because alot of people got caught up. I can't really go into details cause I don't want more people to get affected.
..:~*sigh*~:..Awwwwwwww my beautiful dream hubby jsut presented his new album and he is just a sweet-heart of course its y one and only PIOLO PASCUAL.
Playlist:
THE GIFT (Theme song from the movie "MILAN")
BAKIT HINDI NA LANG IKAW
BAKIT KAILANGAN PANG LUMAYO
ALA-ALA NIYA
KAPAG KASAMA KITA
SA MAY BINTANA
BAKIT KAYO PA RIN
DI PA HULI
TUNAY KITANG MINAMAHAL
MINAMAHAL KO SIYA
I NEED YOU BACK
THROUGH THE YEARS
BONUS TRACK: THE GIFT (DUET WITH CLAUDINE BARRETTO)
These other artist are still on my list.(Wala lang I just feel like posting it).
..:Saturday Night(February 7th):.. OMG!!! You guys should've seen me I was like a singging machine cause my friend/cousin asked me to sing awhole list of Love Songs from the 80's to now hehehe. It was so funny but hey I sang, if only I took pictures but too bad.
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| WISHING TO FIND Y PRINCE......... |
[Jan. 16th, 2004|11:28 pm] |
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| | It Might Be You | ] |
..:love:.. speaking of love, dang it Valentine's Day is around the corner and I think I'm gonna be by myself this year again. Hahah not by choice but its just by chance, that's life right. Speaking of love check this photo out. Aren't they cute together?
MY COUSIN ELSIE AND ALDWIN DAUIS-- December 18th of 2003. WHAT A PERFECT COUPLE ** SIGH ** WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN.
..:PIOLO AND JUDY ANN(PHILIPPINES FINEST ACTOR AND ACTRESS:.. hahahah i heard that the both of them are together but hiddenly cause Piolo is currently promoting a new movie with Claudine Barretto--"Milan". OH WELL. PIOLO AND JUDAY all the way.
..:SHOUT-OUTS:.. HELLO TO MY OLD FRIENDS THAT I MET HERE IN live journal. WHERE ARE YOU GUYS AT? I NEED TO HEAR FROM YOU ALL, HEHEHE joke joke joke. BUT I MISS YOU GUYS.... HELLO BENSON AND KWELPINAY . ALSO MAD PROPS TO ALL THE OTHER AND ESPECIALLY THE RELATIVES. K.I.T.!!!!!!!!! |
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[Dec. 13th, 2003|12:54 pm] |
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| | Christmas Time Is Here by: Surface | ] |
..:last night:.. My cousin and I took our Aunts to watch the movie, "The Last Samurai". Let me tell you this is one of the years epic movie. It's mixs with mostly action, drama, suspense, and comedy. I suggest you guys go and watch it. Here are soem photos I liked from the movie.
..:today:.. my gosh i woke up today with a tummy ache( i know i shouldn't mention this but oh well). but i also woke up with yelling my broter and his wife are fighting over stupid stuff again. well that's my morning today.
..:december 6th:..OH WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT THIS DAY!!! I CAN'T REALLY GO INTO TOO MUCH DETAIL CAUSE IT WAS MY COUSINS BACHELARETTE PARTY. LETS JUST SAY THERES 20 GIRLS IN ONE HOUSE PALYING WILD GAMES AND WE HAVE WILD ACCESSORIES, HEHEHE. ALSO AFTER THE FUN WE HAD A ESCALADE LIMO PICK US UP AND TOOK US TO SUNSET HOLLYWOOD TO PARTY AT TEH CLUBS. IT WAS A NIGHT OF ALL NIGHTS. ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE ALL OF US GOT TOGETHER ADN HAD SO MUCH FUN LIKE THAT. JUST CRAZY!!!!
..:gloom:.. it never fails i always get like this when the special holidays comes along and this year isn't any different. AWWWWWWWWWWWW! I MISS HAVING SOMEONE FOR THE HOLIDAYS. JUST THE MEAR FACT OF GIVIGN SOMEONE SOMETHING, I MEAN SOMEONE SPECIAL. I'M STARTING TO HATE THE SAYING THAT, "GOOD THINGS HAPPEN TO THOSE WHO WAITS". i wonder if that's ever true anymore, do you guys know? i just hope that chivalry isn't dead yet.
..:re-cap of this year:.. so much has happen, some are good and most are bad. it saddens me to think that my Grandma(God rest her soul) passed away the day after my bday and it seems like Holidays this year isn't the same. it feels like everyone is gonnabe doing their own thing but i just hope its not that way. but in the other note my loving cousin Ms. Elsie is getting married of couse I'm left behind again. Hopefully I'm next, I just ahve to find my, "Mr. Right", are you out there? But you know what all in all I'm thankful for who I am and what I've got this Holiday.
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[Nov. 15th, 2003|10:49 pm] |
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| | THe way you move by: OUTKAST | ] |
............Aaaaaaaa am I a fanatic of this adorable Filipino actor or what. I just found some photos of him and I've got to post it in here. My gosh his acting ability and singing ability and more are just some of his wonderful traits. Well here are my photos for you guys to look at and especially for me to glance at.
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| Hi everyone! |
[Nov. 5th, 2003|11:10 pm] |
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| | Spagetti Song by: Sexbomb Girl | ] |
I just found this photo at some site. Check this out a cute photo of my favorite filipino actor PIOLO PASCUAL and JUDY ANN SANTOS at Subic. Aren't they cute.
..:thought:.. i don't know what is the difference about to day. there is not a day i don't think about anything and everything. but for some reason today really bothers me. the thng that bothers me the most and the way someone acts, towards you and when you are not around them. what i'm trying to get at is that there are just some people you want to read but you can't get through to them and when you talk to them and ask they take it too personal. AM I RIGHT, or AM I RIGHT! maybe i do think too much of it but lately its been bothering me alot and i need to let it out. also it might just be me staying home too much, i need to get out. IS SOMEONE UP FOR THE DEAL TO TAKE ME OUT, hehehehe. No not in that sense just to get away i guess. It has been awhile since I've had any fun! but i know what I'm feeling is just a feeling other days..
..:weather:.. my gosh California right now feels like its the freezer box every night. but i'd rather have this than burning everyday when i feel so tosted already, hahahaah! hey i heard people say Black is Beautiful. but i'm not that dark, really.
..:new movie:.. awwwwww finnaly got my Finding Nemo movie on DVD. i think its the cuttest pixar movie other than Monster Inc. i've seen this year. i've learn tmy lesson to lissen to my dad, heehhehe. no for reals it has some good morals.
..:holidays gitters:.. its sad to say to end my journal with this note. not to long from now Christmas then New Years is here and i am feeling gloomy. but also there is that situation when there is a reason to shop for gift, so i guess it balances out, hahah.
..:gonna watch:.. We're going to the theaters tonight to watch The Matrix (Revolution) tonight, yup I'm the third wheel for my cousin and her boyfriend. mind as well they ask me and plus its been awhile since i've seen any movie in the theaters.
..spurr of the moment thought:.. you know what i have not seen that movie, The Ring, i thought i'd mention that.
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[Oct. 30th, 2003|09:53 am] |
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| | I am so in love with you by: UNV | ] |
Good morning guys!  I just got up and my body is so sore from working out. . It has been awhile since the ultimate workout that we use to do, yup I've been a slacker.  .I'm excited cause I'm finally gonna get my "Finding Nemo" movie by next week.I'm such a kid ha! But I think its the best Pixar movie this year,hahahah!
..:OLD-SCHOOL:.. HAhhahaha check this out! I was going through my photos in my computer and I found these old photos, about 3 yrs ago when my niece Remirose was only couple months or 1 years old.(This was at her Baptism).
  
  Awwwwww! It brings a tear to my eyes because it has been so long since I've really smiled like that. These photos are just some thats very special to me. On the godparents I'm the one in the in the black, scary isn't it.
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| MOTHER NATURE struck hard....... |
[Oct. 28th, 2003|03:00 pm] |
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| | Heal the World by: Micheal Jackson | ] |
Yup that's right mother nature struck hard. I didn't realize how serious this fire is but my gosh it is. Most of the Southern California is in "kaos" and our clouds looks so polluted. Seriously instead of seeing clear skies our skies is "orange". Here are some head lines and photos for you guys and to see its intensity.
..:READ THIS:..
LOS ANGELES, Oct. 28 — Tens of thousands of people were ordered to evacuate a popular ski resort Tuesday morning after a wildfire jumped a highway and raced toward the San Bernardino Mountains. Crews battling some of the most destructive and deadly wildfires in California history were so exhausted that they were being pulled off fire lines, even if it meant more homes would be destroyed.
SINCE OCT. 21,</b> at least 10 wind-driven wildfires — many of them arson-caused — have rampaged through Southern California, demolishing neighborhoods, gutting businesses and blackening more than a half-million acres of land from the Mexican border to the Ventura-Los Angeles county line.
At least 17 people have died, including two just over the border in Mexico, and nearly 1,600 homes have been destroyed. Two burn victims were in critical condition in San Diego.
“I think this is the worst disaster the state has ever experienced,” Gov. Gray Davis told MSNBC TV, estimating the cost of the fires at more than $2 billion so far.
The 26,000-acre Old Fire, which has destroyed at least 450 homes and killed two people in San Bernardino County, remained only 10 percent contained Tuesday. The fire, which merged this week with another blaze, jumped a roadway and was moving as a single wall of flames toward the resort town of Lake Arrowhead and the nearby Big Bear Lake ski resort.
NBC News reported that the state Forestry Department ordered a mandatory evacuation Tuesday morning of the 35,000 people at and near Big Bear Lake. The order was confirmed later on the resort’s Web site. Firefighters were making a desperate stand to prevent the fire from going through Blue Ridge, a community of about 3,000 homes, and on to Lake Arrowhead. But they had to pull back Tuesday because conditions were too dangerous.
“We’re taking some of the fuel out rather than having 50-foot flames, so we need to move back now,” a firefighter told NBC News.
Officials were particularly concerned about “crowning,” in which flames leap from one treetop to another, leaving firefighters on the ground all but powerless to stop them.
“If that occurs, we don’t have the capability to put those fires out,” said Carol Beckley, a spokeswoman for the U.S. Forest Service. “It will be a firestorm.”
Fire crews were aided by calmer weather, including increased humidity, lower temperatures and a break from the Santa Ana winds that had gusted up to 70 mph earlier in the week.
SAN DIEGO EVACUATIONS
But there was still much work to do. Mandatory evacuation orders were also issued Tuesday for the Pine Springs Ranch resort in San Diego County, and residents of the nearby mountain town of Julian were advised to leave, as well.
Rich Hawkins, a Forest Service fire chief, said some firefighters were being taken off the lines Tuesday morning.
“They’re so fatigued that despite the fact the fire perimeter might become much larger, we’re not willing to let the firefighters continue any further,” he said. “They are too fatigued from three days of battle.”
Hawkins acknowledged that there were “blocks of homes that are going to burn to the ground this afternoon.”
“My objective is to make sure there’s nobody in them,” he said. “... It’s like war. This whole fire has been a war so far.”
A lost hunter’s signal flare Saturday ignited the Cedar Fire, which raged out of control over 206,000 acres in San Diego County. The blaze, the state’s largest, killed 11 people, and the hunter could face charges, authorities said.
Glenn Wagner, the chief medical examiner in San Diego County, said he expected the death toll to rise as crews began inspecting hundreds of charred homes.
“This fire was so fast,” he said. “I’m sure we’re going to find folks who simply never had a chance to get out of their houses.”
Many who died ignored evacuation orders and were caught by flames because they waited until the last minute to flee, Sheriff Bill Kolender said. “When you are asked to leave, do it immediately,” he said. “Do not wait.”
Ash from the Cedar Fire and two others fell on the beaches like snow, and drivers had to turn on their headlights during the day. The three fires there have incinerated 585 homes and 282,000 acres.
Fire Chief Jeff Bowman was worried that the fires would merge into one gigantic blaze, pushing strained resources to the breaking point.
Greg Cox, chairman of the San Diego County Board of Supervisors, said air quality throughout the smoke-choked county was “very severe.” A public health alert urging all residents to stay indoors was issued for the entire county.
Thousands of evacuees have taken over Qualcomm Stadium, home to the San Diego Chargers of the National Football League. The teams’ game Monday night against the Miami Dolphins was moved at the last minute to Tempe, Ariz.
BY THE NUMBERS
President Bush granted Davis’ request Monday to declare the region a disaster area, opening the door to grants, loans and other aid to residents and businesses in Los Angeles, San Bernardino, San Diego and Ventura counties.
At a news conference Tuesday, Bush expressed “my deep concerns and sympathies for those whose lives have been hurt badly by these fires.”
The fires were expected to be the chief topic of discussion when Gov.-elect Arnold Schwarzenegger meets Wednesday with House and Senate leaders and the California congressional delegation. He will also meet with Cabinet secretaries and leading members of the Senate Appropriations Committee, which has jurisdiction over how federal funds are allocated. A meeting with officials of the Federal Emergency Management Agency is likely to be scheduled Thursday.
“I will be going to Washington to make sure that the federal money will become available as quickly as possible so that people can rebuild their homes and business,” Schwarzenegger said.
Some numbers provide an additional sense of how devastating the fires have been since they broke out last week:
More than 1,500 homes have been destroyed.
More than 520,000 acres have been consumed, stretching from the Mexican border to suburbs northeast of Los Angeles.
The cost is estimated in the billions of dollars. “This will be the most expensive fire in California history, both in loss of property and the cost of fighting it,” said Dallas Jones, director of the state Office of Emergency Services.
One of the blazes, in Ventura County’s Simi Valley, northeast of Los Angeles, had reached Los Angeles County and was near the city limits Tuesday, fire officials told NBC News. They said it could jump the hills separating it from the San Fernando Valley, home to 1.3 million people.
“The worst-case scenario is that this fire could spread to the west across L.A. County through Rocky Peak into Malibu,” Tom Foley, a battalion chief with the California Forestry Department, told reporters.
That fire, which has destroyed 16 homes since it began Saturday, was burning dangerously close to a gated community of million-dollar mansions in Los Angeles’ Chatsworth section. It was only 5 percent contained.
Firefighters went driveway to driveway in the Chatsworth area, which extends up the Santa Susana slopes from the city’s San Fernando Valley, and turned back the flames before dawn, said Bill Peters, a spokesman for the Forestry Department.
“They saved every one of them,” he said.
SUSPECTED ARSONISTS
Authorities, who were expected to announce a $50,000 reward later in the day, told NBC News that they believed that all of the fires in San Bernardino County were deliberately set, beginning with the Grand Prix Fire, which broke out Saturday. Some of the others, including the massive Old Fire, were probably the work of copycats, they said.
County authorities released a new composite sketch Tuesday of one man suspected of starting the Old Fire. Investigators were seeking two men in their early or mid-20s who were seen throwing flaming objects from a van along Highway 18.
The 15 deaths in the state are the most since the devastating Oakland Hills fire killed 25 people and destroyed more than 3,000 homes in October 1991.
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Pretty devastating isn't it..........That's something to comment about! Good thing I don't live up in the San Bernardino mountains. I mean I was thinking before whenever I decide to buy a house in the future but not for right now.
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[Oct. 27th, 2003|09:36 pm] |
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| | IF I RULE THE WORLD ..........by: NAS or FUGGEES> | ] |
HEY GUYS BEFORE ANYTHING Check out my Xanga Site!
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=jaymeev
It's starting to come back to normal and I'm able to put some photos there. So check it out now and them. Thanks!!!
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FILIPINO MOVIE IN MIND RIGHT NOW: "My First Romance" CAN ANYONE LET ME KNOW HOW THIS MOVIE IS CAUSE I WANT TO BUY IT WHEN IT COMES OUT ON VCD HERE IN CALIFORNIA, THANKS! BESIDE PIOLO PASUCAL I THINK JOHN LLOYD CRUZ is the best and hottest filipino actor by far....
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 The smell of sweet success and contentment is the best isn't it.
CHECK THIS OUT! Just a little something to make you guys laugh.....Don't worry be happy!
...:WORDS CAN EVEN EXPLAIN WHAT IT IS I AM FEELING NOR ANYONE CAN COMPREHEND THE OVERWHELMING EMOTIONS I AM FEELING AT THE MEANTIME. MY HEART FEELS LIKE ITS BEEN SHOWERED  WITH SUCH JOY, I KNOW THIS SOUNDS SILLY BUT TO THOSE WHO KNOWS ME AND WHAT I'VE GONE THROUGH 3 ALMOST 4 YEARS AGO WOULD UNDERSTAND, INCLUDING MY EVERSODEAREST COUSINS ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ninadaqueena,lanee although she doesn't write on her journal anymore, I still have much love for you, AND DONNETTE. THANK YOU SO MUCH GIRLS, ahemmm guys hahahah JK!. I KNOW AND EVERYONE KNOWS THIS IS JUST A BEGINNING OF NEW AND EXCITING THINGS THAT WILL HAPPEN IN MY LIFE AND I AM HONORED TO SHARE IT WITH ALL OF YOU THAT READS MY LAME ENTRIES, HAHAHAH! JoKe! JoKe! JoKe! (LORD, I'M JUST EXCITED FOR A DAY YET I ACT LIKE AN IDIOT, hhehehehe!!!
..:emotions:.. just read above it tells it all!!!!!
..:promises:.. to those who listens, cries, laugh, and more with me i promise to prove my worthy of being your family, friend, and confidant cause now i've gotten a chance to finally succeed on knowing who i am and what i am worth. many of you may ask, "YOU JUST DID THAT RIGHT NOW". yup that's right! i guess there isn't a time limit to everything and this is one of them. "VERY PRICELESS" to many and i am one of them. sorry readers i'm kinda digging into my big words but this is me very deep, sometimes, when my ??? doesn't hit me for the day. thanks one again to all of you. i bow to each and everyone who i know, who i just met through this, and to my avid listener. heres to all of you: 
..:singging:.. men, does anyone knows where a good kareoke bar here in Southern California so i can take some peeps  to go singging  . i feel like celebrating!!!! if you guys know just message me. also if you guys find my PRINCE whoever he maybe i am here and ready to love and to be loved, hahahah! there goes my silliness. i'm ready to take on anything that my heart can take and enbark(if that's how it's spelled).
...................more to be written be patient!!!!!!!
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[Oct. 3rd, 2003|12:06 am] |
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| | Somwhere In My Past by: Julie Vega(Filipina Child Actess | ] |
You know what I was just sitting here all the blessing who should be thankful for. Just tonight I watched this show on our The Filipino Channel on Maalaala Mo Kaya, The Julie Vega Story. It was a sad story but told ehr life as it is.
..:JULIE VEGA'S BELOVED LOVE SOMGG:..
SOMEWHERE IN MY PAST
By: "Julie Vega"
I met you just tonight
But I keep wond"rin" why
It seems I"ve always known you all my life
I held you only once
But I keep wond"rin" why
It seems I held you forever
CHORUS:
Can it be true?
Could I be wrong?
That somewhere in my past
I fell in love with you
Can it be true?
Could I be wrong?
That somewhere in my past
There was also me and you
I kissed you only once
But I keep wond"rin" why
It seems I kissed your lips so many times
I"ve known you only now
But I keep wond"rin" why
It seems I"ve known you forever
CHORUS:
Can it be true?
Could I be wrong?
That somewhere in my past
I fell in love with you
Can it be true?
Could I be wrong?
That somewhere in my past
There was also me and you
I met you just tonight
But I keep wond"rin" why
It seems I"ve known you all my life
I"ve loved you only now
But I keep won"drin" why
It seems I love you forever
Somewhere there was you and I
Somewhere
So sad, but she would've been one of the best Filipino Actress Veterans now..
..:grrr:.. feeling sick but yeay my cousin "Ninadaqueena" will get to work together tomorrow..
.:turn in for tonight:.. hmmmm with the cold weather it's nice to sleep. ehehehe... I'll post some more tomorrow. |
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................FIRST OF ALL CHECK THESE SITES MY COUSIN SENT THIS TO ME.................
http://pirate.shu.edu/~jarvisju/flash/kikia.swf
http://www.liquidgeneration.com/sabotage/vision_sabotage.asp
http://pirate.shu.edu/~jarvisju/flash/kikia.swf
..:non-sense thought of the day, hahaahha:..Mood swings are weird sometimes or all the time when it happens to people. I don't know why that is but it just is. The reason why I state this cause this past couple months I've been made at little thing that doesn't make sense and that includes getting mad at my sister's and people who calls. I guess there is no exact answer for anything. I just needed to say that.
..:saturday- september 27, 2003:.. it has been awhile since i've been to a them park but just this saturday they just asked me to go so i said yes at the last minute. i spent time with my two adorable niece and nephew, my sister,her hubby dan, my bro, and my sister-in-law jessette. the day started off slow then it picked up when we hit the "TEACUP" ride, you can't say no to the teacup. my gosh we were in line and we were watching the other peeps on the ride and this boy almost fell out of it cause his dad spund that thing too fast but when we got on my brother in law almost mad me throw up, nasty but it was fun ehhehehehe. i know guys i'm already weird as it is. but my over all thought of the place it is the happiest place to go to when you are stressed out **sigh** only in Southern California that you'll experience all these them parks. so come visit us and on your wway visit me K.
..:it's been awhile:.. i haven't posted a photo of my favorite filipino actor in awhile here he is: PIOLO PASCUAL and JUDY ANN SANTOS!!!!!
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[Sep. 27th, 2003|01:50 am] |
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| | ALL IS SAID AND DONE by: Beyonce & Marc Nelson | ] |
"Somewhere down the road" because there are many of us who runs around without our heads and are too busy with making the bucks but yet we don't take the time to site down and seek for the things that needs our attention the most. I am there are many people in this world that regrets things that they did or did not do. But isn't it what L.I.F.E. is all about, taking risk at anything and everything you do. I know you guys are probably bobbing your heads saying,"what is she talking about?" I do not know its just for some odd reason I feel like stating what I feel inside. Due to many circumstances or situations that's been happening lately it made me think alot. It's just amazing to think that we are all brought up here for a reason and we need to meet those needs but some of us just don't know where that destination is at. So our tendency is to keep running around and little do we know we are running aound in circles and no where to do. Think about it. What is our purpose?-- Think about it. Why do wear clothes, when we were born naked and we tend to say we were the same person ever since birth?--Think about it. Why do we fight for different countries that just takes advantage of the gas prices?--Think about it. Why do we have to die, when they say you will be come back?(mind as well stay alive, right)?-- Think about it. Why does this law in force "FREEDOM OF SPEECH", when people still gets introuble everytime they have something to state?-- Think about it. Ay nako! Enough about my "THINK ABOUT IT", I don't think its agetting anywhere but you see what I am saying though things happen because nature takes it course. Just something to think about...
..:from the heart:.. i believe you are a better person when you do 1 good deed everyday and you shall receive it back. like everyone i'm not relegious and at first i was like what is my sister talking about? then i started to think about it and i was like, "hmmm i should try doing it and see what happens or how it feels." well a day goes by and i headed to my sister's house's in Colton(909), CA. about 30 minute drive and i was exiting and on the side there was this homeless man he didn't look too bad but i was like you know what i have a car and he is outside in the sun asking for money for food. so i had a $5 dollar bill on my wallet thatw as left-over from the grocery and i didn't hesitate to give to him. And my mom was like how if he use it for drugs and i told her, "well its not on my mind anymore cause i handed him that money hopping he wil use it for food but hey its up to him, he was given the money and it his so its up to him, right. that is something "from the heart" that i did they that day.
..:my prince:. **sigh** still waiting for him to rescue me from this dungeon of pain, hehehee (DRAMATIC, aren't I). just soemone open-minded, soemone who can hld a conversation, darring in a sense, and if you want to know more just ask away.
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| SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED..... |
[Sep. 14th, 2003|09:40 pm] |
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..:thoughts:.. my gosh, so much has happen this week andi can't believe this week is almost done. there are so much running on my mind and i don't even know where to begin. emotions that i can't let out and its scarring me. missing so many things especially my "grandmother". i will let you more on that. unexplainable things seems to happen but family gathering eases it, although, for unfortunate situations. even though its all hard to take in but we must let go of certain things for life to run its cycle. why? why is that so? don't know there are just so much to learn about these questions and searching for its answer. it's amazing how a new "bond" comes from unexpected things, that just goes to say its not late for everything. so live life to its fullest without any regrets.
..:this week:.. like what i have said on my thoughts so much has happen. we all know my grandmother was gonna go somehow but we didn't know it was this soon. JULY we had my grandmas 90th BIRTHDAY we were all there from her 10 children to most of her grand kids. we could all see that she was so happy but nobody really know how she really feels until my mom asked her before she slept if she had fun and she said although i can't wallk much i had fun seeing everyone there and everyone having so much fun. then when my sister woke up she saw our NANANG(grandma in ilocano) opening gifts and appreciating each and everyone of it. you know being younger than her i have the worst memory but my grandma she remembers the names of all the people that gave her those gifts. that's how appreciative she is. then around August this year our grandma wasn't doing well. she was getting sick here and there and last 3 weeks needed to take her to the hospital back and fort. then about last week she was doing so bad that everyone of us have to rush to the Emergency and say our goodbyes. it was the hardest thing i've ever done. so many flashbacks and crazy memories came up. then monday came around i went to visit her to the hospital and she wasn't the same Grandma, not responding and all. just like her she always do the "right thing". although it was hard for us to say goodbye to her she passed 1 day after my birthday. She passed September 9th(tuesday) the day after my 24th bday. the reason why she always do the right thing is because she passed Tues. to give her kids paln out her viewing then funeral just this Saturday(Sept. 12) and Sunday to let everyone rest. JUST LIKE HER TO ALWAYS DO THE RIGHT THING EVEN TO HER LAST BREATHE. right now we are praying for 9 days ever since she passed and our last day is on the 17th of Sept. what's trippy is she passed 9 days before her husbands death anniversary, cause our grandpa's death anniversary is Sept. 17 and hers passing is the 9th. Once again she always do the right thing. but there has been so many arguements between sisters and friends that got fixed because of her passing. what i think is that my grandma is doing her job to get all that fix cause shes a peaceful lady and where ever you are at NANANG " WE'RE ALL MISSING YOU!!!"
..:dedicated to her:.. my song her her is "ANGEL by: SARAH MCLAUGHCLIN |
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[Aug. 21st, 2003|01:44 am] |
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| | OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU....by: Tamia | ] |
..:today:.. well i just got home from the gym and men i cannot drive at night for awhile cause dummy me lost it when we went to WALLMART the other night. so for now i am blind as a bad at night, awwww i miss driving at night cause that's when i do my speeding, hahaha JOKE ONLY!!! but yea, i just got home from the gym and i am so sore. i guess no pain, no gain ha.
..:check this out:.. IT'S A LITTLE SOMETHING I PUT TOGETHER FOR YOU GUYS: Jaymee Then and Now" BEWARE!!!
WATCH THIS!!!!!
..:MAD:.. i'm mad because the collages that i made and wanted to show you all didn't show up.... i'll find away but for now here is a little something for you.
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[Jul. 15th, 2003|07:22 pm] |
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| | Heaven BY: Nu-Flavor | ] |
:today: Sorry guys, I always do this, put gaps on my journal entry. Feel free to CHECK OUT MY OTHER JOURNAL at: http://www.xanga.com/private/home.aspx?user=jaymeev
Well, well just last weekend our "BIG" family celebrated my Grandma's 90th Birthday at my pad. I will post some photos when I get some and I wil let you guys into our VISTE klan, heheheheh. But big ups to all the peeps who is reading this if there is.
:weather: my gosh I am already dark cause of swimming again at my sisters house and the California heat is not helping. but what can you do its the luxury you take in living in the Lime-life.
:thanks: thanks to all the family member who made NANANG MIMING's 90th Birthday special.. You guys are the best. I love you all!!!!!! |
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| just the way i feel at the moment!!!! |
[Jun. 5th, 2003|06:45 pm] |
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| | Till There Was You REVIVED by: PIOLO PASUCAL | ] |
:i wonder: i wonder why people at times complain about the things they don't have, when they could just be thankful for what they've got. the reason being why i say this so cause i was out today putting out an application for a Dialysis Tech. position, although i still have not recieved my license----grrrrr!. but anyhow i was at the lounge or whatever you call that room, finishing up the application when this teen age girl about 13-15 was winning cause she couldn't have the cell phone she wanted cause her mom wouldn't by it. just something to rant about because there is alot of people at our age that doesn't have the luxury to hold a cell phone and she wasn't happy with what she has. just selfish!
:remember: remember, when people use to be so into pagers, hahah! the other day i was going through my closet and i found my old, i mean old pager and dang that thing is so "BIG". but it's good that i kep that cause it has alot of sentimental values and it helps me remember my younger yet naieve years..
:about those reality shows: what do you guys think about those shows like: Temptation Island, Mole, Fear Factor, Amarican Idol, oh no! now American Junior, Fame, and For the Love or Money.
I personally like American Idol and For the Love or Money right now but the others is just too funny to watch... At times you find relationships destroyed there and people hurt just for money or just for prize...
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[Jun. 4th, 2003|08:12 am] |
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| | If You're Not The One....by: Daniel Bedingfield | ] |
HEY...kewlpnay I JUST PRE-ORDERED PIOLO and JUDY ANN's NEW MOVIE."TILL THERE WAS YOU." .........I CAN'T WAIT!!!!
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:how i feel today: i feel excited...good morning to all of you! I'm not very good at keeping you all updated with my info. Its just sometimes there is nothing to say, how boring ha. i guess fun for me just comes as the days go. but i feel like something new and exciting is gonna happen soon, don't know when bugt soon, hahaha..
    
:one of a kind gesture: it was so sweet for some reason i felt kinda sad last night but a cousin of mind read my mine or something and they visited me and hung out for a bit last night. things like that is just too priceless. don't you agree.
:congrats: men i am getting so old nah i'm just 23 but i feel like i'm old cause my 2nd cousin(Essex) is graduating from High School. my best friends brother is graduating along with my cousin Heidi from my old High School,this year. i'm very proud and happy for all of you, keep it up and don't be like me hehehe jk!!! actually my life is going at the right track and the way it should be. without all those good and bad experience i've had i wouldn't know what to do with myself. but time will come as long as all my family members are doing great. CONGRATS!!!!!
weather: speaking of it my gosh California is getting the weirdess weather but i still love it here. just goes to say "THE HEAT IS ON" and time to hit the beaches.
     
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[May. 6th, 2003|09:35 am] |
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| | Foolish Heart by: Nina | ] |
AS ALWAYS HERE IS MY FUTURE HUSBAND: FILIPINO ACTOR, PIOLO PACUAL
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Well, well I'm back once again. I am so angry cuase when we got back from our family weekend thing my internet was gone, meaning our contract with the internet is over. Good thing my cousin had an account through AOL, so I am using hers. Let me tell you about my weekend.
This Friday May 2nd my parents brother and sisters along with their family and myself took off to STATE-LINE border between Las Vegas and California to celebrate my "madears" 60th birthday, dang if shes 60 I'm old, well not really I'm just 23 years old so its not bad. To make the Vegas story shorter, wel lost money but the quality time with the famiy was fun and my niece and nephew so cute when they mess around. My niece Remirose is2 years old and my nephew Kian is jst 5 months younger than her and he is also 2 yrs old. When I get new pictures of then I will post them up.
Oh yeah! before I forget this May 4th also we had a suprise party or lunch thing for my Mom againat this Chinese Restaurant and people thats close to her and family members was there also and it was so fun. So far that's whats been happening. Weather wise here in California is weird it changes from hot and cold and we are remodeling some parts in the house including my bathroom and it is looking so nice. I will keep you guys updated so I will go for now and to all the peeps take care and hope to hear from you guys soon. Muah!!!!!!!!! |
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[Apr. 25th, 2003|11:07 am] |
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| | If Tomorrow Never Comes... by: JOOSE or RONAN KEATING | ] |
Hey guys! Come check-out my WEBSITE and sign my Guestbook there, okay, thanks.</b>
MY PERSONAL WEBSITE
AND TO ALL THE TROOPS AND ALL THE TROOPS WE LOST. GOD BLESS YOU GUYS, HERES TO YOU ALL!!!
FIRST OF ALL BIG-UPS TO MY CUZ ninadaqueena and homegirl kewlpnay!!!!!!!!
Hey now I'm back! It has been so long since I've done anything with my journal here.
Well for updates, I passed all my tests for my Dialysis Tech. training and my my school is all done with. Then recently I just passed my clinical exam as well. Kinda scary but I got through it. But I'm feeling sad cause I am finishing my last 10 hours I need out of 350 hours that is required for us to finish. It's sad cause I'm gonna miss the people that works at our clinical area and the friends I met along the way, but it is a treasure I will take with me as I am woking in the Dialysis fiel. Soon I hope though although; I am waiting for my license from Sacramento. So that's my update so far.
Now speaking of my heart, no one is still taking that part of it cause I am more careful than ever but who knows now that the 4 months of schooling I finish I have soem room for ir again. Well an old friend of mine I use to talk to called about 2 days ago and he sounded sincere but I will still nt sure what he needed after months and months of not talking to one another. ***SIGH*** well my motto is just let things fall into place and it will lead to something cause I wouldn't want to meet a guy like that Laci Petterson's husband. YIKES!!!!! I knew he did it cause all the circumstances/ evidence was falling into his and from the Primetime Show with Diane Sawyer that I saw last night he lied so many time cause the show also pointed it out too. Well only God can judge anyone, only time will tell.
In a happy note I am feeling brand new each day and I have many people to thank because of what I am and who I am and of cause LIVEJOURNAL to poor my hearts out in here sometimes. Take care for now and I will let you more gossip about my life cause not I do have time to do this little stuff.. Bye for now!
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